I can not believe we only have a few weeks left here in Southern California. As my house becomes emptier it is really settling in. We packed up our lives and moved here 3 years ago…to be perfectly honest, the bad memories we have had here by far out weigh the good…not saying that we haven’t had some great times…just some really bad things have happened in our lives since we have moved here. My boyfriend and I both have big expectations for this new adventure…I hope we can achieve what we are setting out to do haha. I have confidence that things are about to get really awesome!! Packing and cleaning for the rest of the day…looking forward to positive changes :):)
Learning how to love is the goal and the purpose of spiritual life—not learning how to develop psychic powers, not learning how to bow, chant, do yoga, or even meditate, but learning to love. Love is the truth. Love is the light.
I am past the anxiety of a big change…for today anyway. As I revamp my resume and boxes start piling up I am feeling so ready to take this adventure and give it all I have. I truely believe this is going to be the best decission I have ever made!
Now to focus on the small details of my life. Let go. Breathe. Love. Laugh. Enjoy each moment…a few goals of mine for everyday in 2013.
I feel so calm and happy when I think about this new life we are about to build…its been a long time coming :)
As January starts to pass..I am becoming slightly anxious about this big move we are planning in a few weeks! I know it will be great for us…especially if I show up and try! I need this to be a different story in our book…not the same…no effort, no job, no new friends move as the last two. I never was like that before…and in all honesty I think I was fighting depression. I feel better about this move…as long as I maintain a positive attitude…everything should work out better than good. Moving is always so bittersweet…goodbyes and new beginnings. I really need to throw myself into the new beginnings this time! Ahhhh change..you scare me a smidge.